Decisions, decisions

So, 

I've been thinking a lot lately 

(Who wouldn't it's the holidays and there's nothing much to do but think) 

And I'm just really jealous of all those people who know what they wanna do in life

Like they'll be 5 and already know they wanna be dancers or musicians 

Or a policeman or whatever 

When I was 5 I was learning about taxi colors 

I don't remember anyone ever asking ME what I want to BE 

But now everyone's asking and 

It hurts my head 

Because I don't know 

I really don't know 

And I have one last year in highschool and no matter how bad I want to drop out 

You know I wouldn't know what to do 

If I did 

I like a lot of things 

But it's not like I like like them enough to end up doing them for the rest of my life 

And I don't wanna end up being a "jack of all trades" 

(Do those kind of people ever end up anywhere good in their lives???)

So yeah 

I'm stuck :(