twitter rant

i was supposed to stay away from twitter for an entire month. that was the challenge. 

but then, i mean you can't avoid some stuff ba, twitter was like my refuge during the times when i was all messed up ,, my angsty poem writing 14 year old self. you don't just leave behind things that helped you grow you know. and yeah you might think like "walao what la, how can a social networking site on the Internet help someone grow?!?" well it can. and it has. you see ah, if i didn't have twitter i wouldn't have the satisfaction of knowing someone read my shit ba. i needed someone to know everything. i needed that! and if i talked to someone i felt like they would've laughed or you know felt like i was being self-centred and stuff. So yeah, twitter was where i could expand lol and like realise by myself how self-centred i was being AND IT WAS SUCH A POSITIVE THING BECAUSE YOU KNOW ANOTHER HUMAN WASN'T ON MY CASE TELLING ME WHAT A SHIT PERSON I AM 

it's nice, learning things by yourself. realisation is shit but its good la 

so I'm back on twitter but i changed my URL and stuff AGAIN because ( i can ) ( we are constantly evolving) ( don't judge ) ( I'm very fickle-minded ) ( heh ) 

and i don't think it's like i failed the challenge la ( ok maybe i should just accept la kan if i fail ) yeah i failed. haha 

lol i really grew up on the internet oh kan. #internetkid 

zomg wow funny story ; my friends actually made my twitter for me to bash this poor kid AHAHA 12 year olds are scary do not mess with them. NO WORRIES THO WE DON'T HATE ON THAT POOR KID ANYMORE #cyberbullyingisbad 

damn