the new uni kid

WOW. on Monday I'm gonna be a uni student haha it sounds so weird la saying im a uni student. Im kinda sad that my parents are in kk and i'll be doing all the moving in without them (actually just want them here so they can go complain when they see the shit conditions in my dorm).

I think the first two weeks of September will be transition weeks, getting into the new feel and UGH ADJUSTING MY SLEEP PATTERN AGAIN. I think you only make it in life when you get a stable sleeping pattern. The past 15 months have just been me getting into various sleeping patterns and i feel like this isn't the way life should be. People say so many things about living on edge but y'all need to appreciate good and reliable sleeping patterns! i think people who get a solid 8 hours of sleep every night are much more productive and calm and trustworthy AND HAPPIER. Ya, sleeping pattern is what the first two weeks will be then we can start planning shit.

Last week i was super excited for all this uni stuff but now i just feel indifferent. Hm, i didn't even get a new backpack. Like you know how in highschool every year you get a new backpack and new pens and stuff :/ but like I didn't get shitttttt for uni haha and i feel completely okay with that, looking back it was so unnecessary to buy a new schoolbag for back to school during highschool haha. gila idk what else to write lemas af.

okay la, i hope my enthusiasm will come back or something.