troisieme semestre

This semester I took my last five months of French. I thought by the end of 15 months I'd be able to write poems in French but obviously that's too much to ask since I don't even put aside 20mins to practice the language. My other subjects have been interesting. This is mostly because they are all new to me. It's always nice learning something new. I was super busy this semester. I participated in events and I also went to some and I even joined the annual Sukan Antara Fakulti (SAF) just to get the t-shirt hahah 

I made it back for Christmas which was good. 

I don't think I studied as much as I could have. Which is something I'd like to improve on. Looking back, it's such a waste that I didn't since the subjects this semester were relatively easy ... I guess. But that's alright. I don't really know if I did enough. Mostly because I always feel like I haven't done enough even when I have. Which is good and bad. 

This semester has also been terribly stressful because of the uncertainty of everything. I started feeling sick around December. I thought it would subside after finals, but it's still ongoing and I don't know how to make it stop. It's also been sad because Andai has gone back to kk and grocery shopping without him is just sad. 

I also went to so many places this semester! I went to Malacca and Penang. I went for night of frights. I went for art exhibitions and law symposiums. I also went to Cameron Highlands and Bukit Fraser after finals. I guess I'm just mentioning them briefly because I wasn't all there when I went to these places. I'm never fully anywhere these days. I hope to fix this in 2018. 

Looking back at all my photos I also realize that I haven't been taking enough photos. It's also sad because I've been spending way too much money on unnecessary things like drinks and going out. I really wish I could just stay in and read more or write more. Honestly, I wish for so many things but at the end of the day sometimes the things you wish for will not make you a better person so you just gotta go for what is given. 

ok la it was a terrible semester. I was so tired. I'm not gonna lie, I felt like quitting the whole time. I was sick the whole time. What a terrible way to spend my last months being 20. But I'm thankful for church and also for all the new music I've found. I think Bible plans are so important and this blogpost might seem so all over the place but I really feel this way. I guess I just miss writing like this. I hate the structure we have to follow everytime we write during exams. I don't care if people don't understand what I'm trying to say. lol

idk no pics gila to post haha