cannot sleep

Its frustrating that people do not want a common future. I understand that nothing really matters unless you make it matter, and different things matter to different people. But at the end of the day, you know, we have all these great big ideas about things which matter to us but nothing changes and we are left with ideals but no progress. I guess this frustration is stemming from the fact that at this moment I feel so helpless and I have no idea how to help. Its also frustrating that my personal views are just that;  personal views which have no weight whatsoever and cannot change the world in any way. What a life to be living. What an age to be alive. When we have all the means, but no means at all. But I'm not blaming anyone. And I'm hopeful that maybe in time, I will find a way to help. There really has been no point to this entry. I honestly think a recurring theme in my writing nowadays is that there is no point to anything I say.