The Fourth Semester

I've now been in uni for 2 years. All I can say is that it went by pretty fast. I guess that's what everyone says. I don't think it will ever go slowly for anyone. This semester was the most taxing ever. I feel like I've turned into someone else and completely turned on myself. I've reflected a lot on the environment I've been put into. It got me thinking, that life really isn't all about travelling outside, instead it's about travelling to the inside of yourself you know. Properly cleansing the shit out of that mess. Betul gila, if your insides aren't clean then how can you expect yourself to clean up the beach properly. I've also forced myself to watch more documentaries, mostly because I took an environmental law class and I needed more insight and knowledge to understand what was really going on. I have to mention juga la, I never liked watching documentaries because sometimes the tone is too serious and there's nothing to laugh at. I'm probably a much more serious person now, after watching lots of hours of documentaries. The state of the world is just terrible. And I think it's because humans have stopped looking inside themselves. I admit I've stopped looking too but I hope now I'll start looking more. It's character building I think, to find out what your foundation is and to look and see whether those foundations are right or wrong.

This semester was terrifying but I'm happy I came out alive.