August 2016

a few things I learned in August of 2016 :

1. its okay to eat alone 

i hate eating alone, but then in the second part of august i was alone most of the time and i had to eat alone most of the time AND ITS OK. it was fine, nothing happened, it wasn't like i was shunned or anything juga for eating alone. and its ok to takeaway food and eat it in your room and watch youtube vids while you eat its fine, 

2. always carry an umbrella 

that bm peribahasa "sediakan payung sebelum hujan" in the literal sense. just bring your umbrella everywhere even if it doesn't look like its gonna rain. I HAD TO WAIT SO LONG FOR THE RAIN TO STOP it made me moody af. so just bring your umbrella everywhere. in fact just be prepared la for whatever. 

3. taking pictures is important

didn't take enough photos when i should have oh in august. photos are so important. 

4. but its okay if you didn't take photos also

not gonna say some typical live in the moment thing. Its okay if you don't take pictures as long as you write about it so you remember. any other form of documentation also will do its not just pictures, theres so much other ways to remember things. 

5. i learned how its like to miss someone lol this wasn't fun but not everything you learn in life will be fun 

6, i learned that your fav band might be tired when you go see them and you gotta b okay w that. Honestly ppl don live for your entertainment only so you can't be disappointed.

and i wasn't even disappointed ( well, i was la for like 20 mins) then you know i got over it.

7. learned that sometimes you will feel like you are taking up space

honestly never thought i'd feel this??? but i did in august and i hope i never have to go through that again. so weird. didn't know how to deal with this honestly, still don't i've only learned what it feels like and how much it sucks i'll try to not go through this anymore 

8. people will surprise you ( in all types of diff ways good and bad )

just go with it 

yup dats about it