A NOVEMBER POST.

November was the fastest month this year. I mean, like, I'm writing my November post in December, lol, how fast can you get. I'm hoping December is pretty slow but by the looks of it, it's probably gonna be a fast month too. I'll probably be sitting at a desk reading for two weeks straight and I hope I have the strength to pull through. 

I find it worrisome and sad because I don't remember doing anything fun in November. I didn't have a single adventure and this scares me. So so much. I promised myself I would always do something new everyday but that hasn't happened in November. The closest i got to an adventure was stopping at a station I've never gone down at and walking around that area. It was fun and it made me happy and giddy and all that good stuff. 

I've been In my room since the first day of December just wasting away. I honestly don't know what to do to make myself get up. Its sickening. I just wanna eat vegetables and be happy honestly and maybe have enough money to sleep in a 5 star hotel every weekend or so.

Going back to November, I took off my braces. So my teeth are brace-free now. 

yeah, thats about it. Actually quite a lot happened in November I just don't think they are noteworthy enough because most of the times I felt like I wasn't really in the moment or living it I was just watching things happen around me, not being able to do anything about anything. 

Also I forgot my sweater in Hannan's car. I think I'm having withdrawal symptoms from not having my sweater.